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[May. 4th, 2011|01:36 am] |
It scares me when I am UNSURE what I want to do in life, I'm referring to a job/career. My ultimate aim is to have my own shop, but saying this far easier than putting it down in words or actions.
I know I've been whining non-stop to people, saying that I want to quit. Yet, what I've said is just said. 你（我）在说大话把？*mocks myself* On the contrary, others are leaving/ (or is planning to leave in the coming few weeks). Me? Still stuck in square one and have not move an inch. Too cowardly, too indecisive and perhaps too protected, maybe. Reading 'Face the Fear Do It Anyway' doesn't seems to do me any good till date, does it?
Yesterday, while on the phone with mum (to let her know that I've rejected the offer), she questioned me on what do I really want? From applying NIE's degree (offered diploma) to accepting UOL's offer. Started with an Accounts Degree, yet switched to Banking and Finance (because I CLAIMED that I just CAN'T do accounts). Then with a Banking and Finance degree, I joined an insurance firm (somehow linked/doesn't link). She asked '你到底要什么？' Dumbfounded, I have no answer to this open ended question.
Maybe going on a holiday will help... right?
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[Mar. 29th, 2010|10:42 pm] |
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I AM SO DAMN EXCITED ABOUT THE UPCOMING MAYDAY OUTDOOR CONCERT!!!!!
OMG OMG OMG!!! ITS GOING TO BE OUTDOORS!!!!!!!
Checklist: Blue lightsticks, shorts, sneakers/lofters, mayday tee, and my voice!!!!! (plus maybe a small battery operated fan too)
:) I'm feeling so HIGH in my room now. This is crazy! |
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[Feb. 15th, 2010|01:20 am] |
Here's wishing everyone out there a HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!
HUAT AHHHH!
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[Oct. 6th, 2009|01:28 am] |
FINALLY, I found this video! Many thanks to whoever recorded it :)
Such meaningful lyrics written by Ashin, and the beautiful melody by Guai Shou...
逃走 翻過圍牆 我只能逃走 從教室裡頭
奔向自由 熟悉角落 有人在等我 有挑釁的笑容
今天誰先開球 讓誰嚐點苦頭
綠色地平線上 我撞著 彩色墮落
也許我這一桿 又沒辦法進球
就像我的生活 一直在出差錯
也許我這一生 始終在追逐那顆九號球
卻忘了 是誰在愛我
卻忘了 是誰在罩著我
從前 書包很滿 裝不下的夢 就丟了一些
未來我們 要怎麼活 凝視著白球 暫時我不去想
天空漸漸變紅 影子爬滿球桌
輸贏沒有結果 像人生 難以捉摸
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[Sep. 5th, 2009|01:16 pm] |
That's it! I'm gonna take a gamble! :)
Back to school again!
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[Sep. 1st, 2009|11:40 am] |
The craziness during Mayday's concert was so worth it even though my voice has just recovered.
On another note, results were out and I'm sooooooo glad I cleared all with relatively decent marks :) Oh gosh, I am so thankful to all the gods in the world! 2nd Class Honours (lower)- This may not seem fantastic to some out there, but I'm happy with it! Thank goodness MSM and INVESTMENT MANAGEMENT(!!!!!) saved my ASS :)
Now, I'm SOOOO looking forward to my Taiwan Trip! :)
Anyway, I'm still contemplating on whether I should continue taking this: BSc Financial Markets and Management degree certificate awarded by the University of Manchester....
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| Concert aftermath... |
[Aug. 30th, 2009|02:00 am] |
Aching arms, body, tired feet but feeling damn good :)
Some pictures which I have to upload!
(UP) DAMN CLEAR! I DON'T KNOW HOW I TOOK IT :)
Not a very clear one of Ashin, will look through my 300+++++ photos and upload a decent one :)
I'm sure I have a better pic of Stone ;)
The damn funny Guan You! *tries to scream 'V'*
Ahhh... I have photos of him!
Took toooooo many pics, will upload those damn clear ones! Woots~
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[Jun. 2nd, 2009|07:21 pm] |
The weather's so warm nowadays! I think I should go swimming everyday.
Anyone wants to swimmmm? Its so warm so warm so warm...!!!!! |
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